Letters to Devotees
There is nothing more personal and touching as reading
some of the letters, which Bhagavan has sent to people over the
years. In them, one can sense Bhagavan's greatness, His compassion,
understanding, and kindness—and His Omniscience.
Here are some letters sent to devotees in the 1960's and 1970's:
An elderly woman grieving her husband's passing,
received a surprise letter of comfort from Bhagavan, expressing:
Wedding binds two persons together as husband and wife. What
were they to each other minutes before? The one would not have
worried for the other if the wedding had not happened!
Where were the son, and the brother before they were conceived
and born? Life is an interlude between what was and what will be.
This interlude should be used not to lament over what cannot be
helped or set right, but to seek God, see Him and take refuge in
Him. Your husband lived such a life in the light of Truth he had
glimpsed. He did no wrong to anyone; he loved and served the
suffering and the illiterate. He salvaged many families from penury
and infamy. He helped many young people to go through college. Many
sick persons were saved by his timely donations. He was ever
cheerful and spread cheer wherever he went. And, at last, God willed
that he cast away the body that limited him. Of what profit is it
now to calculate what might have happened, had he not gone to Madras
that day?
Your duty from now on is to sustain the fame he earned, to
follow the ideals he had placed before himself. Your husband is
here, in MY presence now, and he will be there forever as he had
wished to be when alive. Swami will not allow him to be separated
from the Presence. He is now free from bonds and boundaries.
You are indeed fortunate that destiny drew you to him and gave
you so many years of loving companionship with such a fine person.
His thoughts were pure; there was no blemish of envy, hatred, or
greed in him. So his place is with Me, forever. I am writing this
letter to you in order to shower on you the cool rain of love. That
rain will scotch the flames of grief that are now raging in you.
Your husband is at Prasanthi Nilayam, in the presence of Sairam,
having attained that climax by his spiritual attainments.
Baba
Love has no distance:
During Bhagavan's absence from Prasanthi Nilayam
in earlier years, He used to send letters to be read out loud for
all the residents; to bring them joy and make them aware that He was
thinking of them, and knew of their whereabouts—no matter the
distance between:
Blessings to all at the Mandir!
Tell them to fulfill the duties assigned and carry out the
responsibilities fixed. The daily schedule of puja, dhyana,
bhajan, sankirtan and study should be followed punctually and
with faithful devotion. People should move along with others with
love and reverence. Of what benefit is sadhana if it is done
without controlling jealousy, envy, pride, anger, and malice?
However long you may live in the Ashram, these vices will yet
undermine whatever merit you acquire. The proof of the rain is the
wetness of the ground. The proof of sadhana is the
subjugation of the senses. Give up irrelevant and impertinent talks
and activity; cultivate self-examination, self-discovery; develop
the inner eye, the inner discipline. Make the best of this chance
acquired as a result of the good done many previous lives. Of
course, Swami's sadhana
Baba
When a devotee fell on bad times, it was not the
family or friends who became the support, but God, Bhagavan, came to
rescue as the bringer of encouragement and joy, revealing His
Omniscience and Divine attributes:
Dear child Veerbhadram!
You are Badhram (meaning: happy, full of confidence and
joy). Aren't you? You might answer, "What kind of bhadram
is this?" Of course, that answer is natural.
When life flows clear and smooth with no hurdles to cross, to
feel that it is all because of one's own choice and to forget God,
and when that flow encounters obstacles and obstructions at every
turn, to lament and lose heart—are these not signs of the
intellectual frailty inherent in man? You, too, are human, dear
Bhadram, therefore, it is no wonder that you are overcome by
depression and despair when troubles bother you at every step.
Bangaroo! Man only is the target of trouble; trees are not.
Even when they are, they have no capacity to express how deep they
are hurt.
And though the life of man is basically a manifestation of
Immortality and an unbroken stream of Ananda, he strays away
from the awareness of the Atman, the spring of that
Ananada, slavishly yielding to the ravishing tactics of the
mind, the reason, and the vagaries of the ego. Sinking and floating,
rising and falling on the turbid waves of the sea of delusion, he is
tossed between anxiety and calm, grief and joy, pain and pleasure.
He is afflicted with the evanescence of the world and the unreality
of his plans and passions.
Why are you confound and confused by this false panorama?
nemember, you are thereby despising and denying your own
Atmic identity. You have stored in your brain the
Vedas, the Sastras, the Puranas, the
Ithihasas and the Upanishads, but you behave like dull
boor; you bewail your lot and weep at your plight, as it is not
worthy of the learning you have accumulated. You have to draw
strength and courage therefrom and further the blossoming of holy,
heartening thoughts.
Should this one single trouble—want of money—make you stoop in
weakness and fear? You have with you, and you know its efficacy, the
Name which is Dhanvanthari for the ills and anxieties of man.
Instead of letting the name dance merrily on the tongue, why are you
paying attention to what you call 'loss,' 'grief,' and 'worry'?
You are the repository of so many branches of scriptural
scholarship; but you have neither realized their value nor attempted
to experience the joy they can give you. This must be your goal. On
the other hand, you are spending your days contentedly and with vast
self-satisfaction, as if the biggest purpose to which you can devote
your learning is exhibiting it in speech and demonstrating it in
outer behavior. The result is, you are led into the baseless belief
that you are being 'attacked' by anxieties and adversities.
Really speaking, these are all objective phenomena, passing
clouds that are but a feature of the external nature. The
Ananda that the Atma can confer on you cannot
be lessened or hindered in the least. Have faith in this Truth.
Don't you know, Bangaroo, the freedom, the delight and the
peace that you can derive by the contemplation of the
Ananada, that the unbroken awareness of the Atma can
endow you with! Then, though mountains roll on your head, do not get
attached with, or affected by, happenings in the objective
world.
To preach to others is quite easy; but it is extremely
difficult to put even a fraction of what is preached into actual
practice and experience the felicity promised. You have been
announcing in ringing tones that Swami knows everything; Swami is
the Unitive Embodiment of all the names and forms by which man has
adored God down the millennia. But you forget to establish its truth
in your life, which problems overwhelm you.
Don't I know? The other day, when you were reduced to plead
with your father for help and when you were about to proceed to
where he resides, your wife suggested, "We shall write to Swami
about our troubles and losses," let me ask, why you told her, "I
won't allow this; you should not write." May I tell you the reason?
You thought she might inform me various other details! Don't I
know? Can I know if she writes to me? Foolish
Bangaroo!
Don't I know that you went to Ramachandrapuram,
proposing to give a series of talks on the [Bhagavad] Gita
and returning with a minus balance? The 'Gita discourse' did not
receive the response you expected, since your talk was pervaded and
polluted by the Burrakatha style that has struck roots in you
since long. It cannot easily be overcome. Bear with it patiently and
by steady effort, get rid of this tendency. If you desire that your
Gita talks should be appreciated, some improvements are called for.
Without effecting them, why do you moan, be gloomy and dejected,
blaming your scholarship and your experience as mere useless
loads?
Well, for me, who is fostering all these worlds, fostering
you and your family is no burden. I am giving you these series
of troubles, in order to teach you some lessons. "Study is not all
important. Practicing what you have learnt is very necessary." My
purpose is to bring to your notice this facet of the process of
learning.
Let me tell you this. He who but plants a sapling cannot but
water it; if he had no will to water it, he wouldn't have planted
it. This is the identifying principle of the Atma and the
Jiva, the Universal and the Individual, God and man. You had
written and published that the name of Swami is dancing in home
after home, that Swami's Form is being adored in home after home.
And for this little vision, you were filled with Ananda. No,
it is not every home only; the Sai Name will arouse ecstatic delight
filling the entire world, nay, every inch of it. People sing now,
"All is Sai-full, this world is Baba-full." This fullness will be
realized, without doubt. Be bold; be in bliss; take up the burden of
the duties assigned to you. Seek the realization of the four goals
of man-justice, prosperity, righteous desire, and liberation from
bondage.
When you resolve to progress on these lines the Lord of Parthi
(Sai Ram) will Himself be available to you as the God who will lift
you and liberate you. Therefore, Bangaroo, seek and gain your
own motivating principle, I will never give you up. I will not
forget you, no never.
You have been maligning the rich; give up this erroneous
habit. Not only the rich; you should not dishonor anyone in any
manner in any measure. Remember, Sai resides in all men; so
maligning any person involves the maligning of Sai Himself. If they
are bloated in their ego, they will suffer. How can it affect you?
Convey my blessings to your wife and children.
I have written this long letter out of the compassion and love
I bear towards you. I have not written this out of anger or a sense
of hurt. Be ever in joy; be ever intent on practice and
experience.
The Resident of your Heart,
Sai
Bhagavan is not only governing the role of
compassion, but He is also a strict disciplinarian when He wants His
subject to be set on the right path, and be the recipients of His
Grace.
Here are extracts from letters
written to students of the Brindavan Campus:
1 December 1971
I suppose all the hostel boys are happy? Is the
discipline being properly maintained? Exercise some control in
regard to your thoughts, words and actions and understand and carry
out SAI's command, work hard and study with interest. Do not let
down your parents and their hopes and expectations but strive to
make them happy. Studying in SAI's college, staying in SAI's nilayam
and being frequently in SAI's company, you should feel SAI's
presence everywhere. It is only when you understand and assimilate
SAI's ideals of living that SAI's Grace is showered on you.
In my presence you display utmost obedience and
reverence, but in my physical absence, you indulge in careless and
vulgar actions. You may think that they are for your good but the
truth is not hidden from Me. Understand that SAI is present
(resides) in your heart, it is SAI's wishes and not yours. That
should be materialized in your actions, it is understood that you
don't believe that SAI resides in your heart.
SAI is your Thaai, Maai, Aayi. So, do not
give place to any ill feelings but conduct yourselves towards one
another as brothers do.
Convey my blessings to ... ... ... ...
Baba
The secret of perfect health lies in keeping the
mind always cheerful, never worried and never hurried.
Baba
January 1972
SANKRANTHI
Dear Boys,
How are you all? Are you pursuing the same old
habits or has there been any change? Has there been any acquisition
of noble ideas and ideals? In winnowing, the dry outer coverings are
removed from the grain. Similarly, you should also separate and
isolate the seeds of bad thoughts and emotions from the good and
healthy ones. Let not the seeds of bad thought sprout anywhere near
you. At least from this Sankranthi day onwards, live up to the word
you've given to Swami and walk along the flowery path shown by SAI.
Receive in full SAI's Grace and Love. Lead your life with good
thoughts, good inclinations and good ideals. Strive to attain the
fruits of your studies. SAI is your 'Hridayasthaayi'. SAI is
the One who grants your wishes. It is this SAI, who is your Thaai:
SAI MOTHER.
Blessings to All,
Swami
11 July 1972
To All Hostel Boys!
How are you? You are very happy because I am not
there. No, no, I am here, there and everywhere. Swami is Love. Love
is Swamiji. Therefore, Love is there. There are two kinds of love.
One is called Personal love and the other is called Impersonal.
Personal love relates to the physical part of the being and
Impersonal to the spiritual part. Life is intended to practice
Impersonal love, because this Love is revealed in your heart and
then you realize wonderful universal truth, spirit or existence
which is called God.
To devote yourself to Swamiji in order to realize
Him means shedding your individual sense and knowing that you are
Universal Truth and spirit. This is possible only when you transcend
the individual sense or the ego sense in you. The ego sense is the
cause of your unhappiness, bondage and misery in the world.
'SAI KRISHNA' through Geetha has asked you
to surrender yourself to the Divine completely and be free from the
ego sense. When the ego sense is eliminated you shall have the
universal vision and based upon that vision you love all alike. God
is love and He dwells in love. In one who dwells in God, God dwells
in him. God as love is dwelling in your hearts and therefore, the
Kingdom of Heaven is within you. When you realize this truth in the
freshness and beauty of the Immortal Spirit. Let thy life sing with
the music of love.
With Blessings,
Baba
17 July 1972
Dears!
Little knowledge is a dangerous thing making one
conceited, it causes his downfall. Ego is the root cause of all
troubles.
Realizing is resting. Laziness is rusting. Is it
not the truth? Surrender of the disciple and blessings of the
Swamiji (God) smoothens the path of self-realization. Life without
Swamiji is like a boat without a rudder. Churning the mind with
self-inquiry gives the cream of Knowledge. Love is the manifestation
of self-illumined. Like water in a reversed pot, the spiritual
knowledge does not enter the mind pot. Man's heart is the temple of
the Divine. Don't inflame it with ideas of mine and thine.
"Time lost is life lost". Doing one's duty
however small, in an unattached manner gives rise to the awakening
of self-awareness. Ego is limiting and pushing one into darkness.
Truth is a flame of life, trying to reach the peak of attainment!
The angry do not go to hell but inflame hell fire wherever they are.
Water does not stay in the basket. Wisdom does not stay in the mind
passionate. Mind is like a dog, wanders without any
objective...
This is My Love
With Blessings,
Baba
Sometimes Bhagavan will remind His
devotees of the spiritual reality, which is the birthright of each
and every individual.
This letter was written to a devotee
from the U.S.A.:
You as body, mind or soul are a dream but what
you really are is Existence, Knowledge, Bliss. You are the God of
the Universe. You are creating the whole universe and drawing it in.
To gain the infinite universal individuality, the miserable little
prison individuality must go. Bhakthi is no crying or any negative
condition. It is the seeing of all in all we see.
It is the heart that reaches the goal, follow the
heart.
A pure heart seeks beyond the intellect. It gets
inspired. Whatever we do reacts upon us, if we do good, we shall
have happiness and if evil, unhappiness. Within you is the mighty
ocean of nectar divine. Seek it within you, feel it, free it, it is
here the Self, it is not the body, the mind, the intellect, the
brain, it is not the desire of the desiring, it is not the object of
desire.
Above all, there you are. All these are simply
manifestations. You appear as the smiling flower, as the twinkling
star. What is there in the world which make you desire
anything?
With Blessings and Love,
Sri Sathya Sai Baba
1 January 1974
Dear Boys!
Wish you a happy and peaceful New Year. What is
the happiest day in your life? All are happy days to a person of
true knowledge. Happiness is an internal conscious experience which
comes as an effect of the extinction of mental or physical desire.
The lesser the desire, the greater is the happiness, so that perfect
happiness consists in the destruction or satisfaction of all desires
in the Absolute Being. Life is an experience meant to train the
individual for a higher, deeper and more expanded state of existence
through the experience of the results of action. The aim of
everybody's life is the attainment of complete perfection in the
spiritual absolute.
Prema is not an illusion. It is a reality
and actuality for those who have realized oneness in
life.
What is man's dearest possession apart from his
life; one's dearest possession is one's own true Self and there is
no permanently dear thing apart from that.
God is great, all others are mere dusts.
God only is real and great. Everything else is
unreal and valueless. I go further and say that God only exists and
there is nothing second to SAI (God).
With Blessings,
Baba
1974 SANKRANTHI
Dear Boys,
Let every human being remake himself. Let us
understand that we live not for money making, not for fulfilling our
wants, not for scholarly and intellectual pursuits, but for
spiritual development. Effects of karma's of the past have to be
effaced with karma's backed by PREMA. Every karma must have a
background of PREMA.
It is only in this world that spiritual progress
can be made. Annihilation of ego and dissolution of desires can be
made here and now. Conquer desires, the little 'I' feeling,
vasanas, vikaras, raga and dwesha. All these have
built this world of appearances and illusions.
Fill the heart with the LIGHT of PREMA so
that the evil qualities of hate, greed and conceit find no place
therein.
In winnowing, the dry outer coverings are
separated from the grain. So too, you should separate the bad
thoughts and emotions from the good and healthy ones. From this
Sankraanthi Day onwards, walk along the FLOWERY PATH shown by
SAI.
Receive in full SAI's Grace and Love. SAI is your
Hridaya Sthaayi. SAI is the ONE who BLESSES your life with PEACE.
SAI is the ONE who grants your wishes.
IT IS THIS SAI, WHO IS YOUR THAAYI
(Mother).
With Blessings and Love,
Baba
5 August 1974
JANMASHTAMI SANDESH
Dear Boys!
Accept My Blessings and Love. In the world today
so full of people who are selfish, unloving and unloved, this brand,
this kind of atheism is almost a religion.
What is the SELF? It is the Self that says 'Not
I' for if it says so, then it is unreal self, since the real Self
has no thought of itself. The real Self is the selfless self, the
self that has no thought either of or for itself.
It is the Self that has forgotten itself because
somehow it remembers itself only in others. It is the Self that
seeks the truth without a thought of self because truth is selfless
wisdom. It is the Self that is quiet because quietness is the
cessation of self through the wordlessness of the mind. It is the
Self in wordless meditation, because wordless meditation is the
stopping of the mind through union with the Divine. It is the Self
that does not judge, does not evaluate, does not compare, does not
condemn, does not separate, does not seek security of any kind, does
not seek even itself.
It is the Self that has completely abolished
itself and yet in a strange and mystical fashion is never more
complete, never more real, never more itself than it has ever been.
This is the real Self.
God is Love, Love is Selflessness. Selflessness
is the abolition of all sense of selfhood and separativeness, all
thoughts of you, all identification with the isolative life of the
counterfeit being called self. Self is separativeness.
Separativeness is the denial of wholeness. Wholeness is God. The
denial of God is Godlessness, God privation, atheism. Atheism
therefore as now understood, is not the denial of this or that
religion, or the denial of this or that concept of God. It is rather
the denial of a life of love which is the nature of God. It is the
assertion of the life of self which is negation of the being of God.
In short, real atheism is the denial of love, the assertion of
selfishness.
The process of God-ward called self-sacrifice is
in its most real essence, love. For, God is love and love alone can
lead to Him. As the most God-full act is the act of love, so the
most God-less act is the act of non-love or hate. But hate, which is
separativeness, can arise only when there is selfishness or
self-fullness. Thus it comes to pass that the most Godless, loveless
act is the act of selfishness or self-fullness.
Love must be completely selfless to be God-ward,
to be Divine. Its creation must be the beloved first, its technique
must be your happiness not mine. This way to happiness is the
forgetting of oneself and the remembering of God (Sai
Krishna).
Whatever we do reacts upon us. If we do good, we
shall have happiness and if evil, unhappiness. Within you is the
real happiness, within you is the mighty ocean of the nectar Divine.
Seek it within you, feel it, feel it. It is here, the Self; it is
not the body, the mind, the intellect, the brain. iI is not the
desire nor the desiring. It is not the object of the desire. Above
all, these you are. All these are simply manifestations. You appear
as the smiling flower, as the twinkling stars. What is there in this
world which can make you desire anything?
It is the pure heart that reaches the goal.
Follow the heart. A pure heart seeks beyond the intellect. It gets
inspired.
With Blessings,
Sri Sathya Sai Baba
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